hope the voyage is a long one,
full of adventure, full of discovery.
angry Poseidon—don’t be afraid of them:
May there be many a summer morning when,
you come into harbours seen for the first time.
Remembering the moment I decided to undertake this journey I feel again in my heart the doubts of my adolescent self, and the lack of understanding of my family who had different plans for me. I was consumed by the deep thirst of the Absolute God and the desire to give myself fully. I was fortunate to be able to share that first searching with friends in school and with the Sisters who accompanied us. There is where I discovered the rich soil wherein my vocation began to grow and become real.
It has been a long journey to reach the Society of the Sacred Heart and my little boat has berthed in various ports; I am grateful that it was so, for it has brought me a wealth of experience and is part of my story. I was able to discover the potency of a life of silence in a contemplative monastery, and get closer to the suffering reality of the world in a congregation whose preferential option is to the serve the poorest in society. My journey has brought me to share life with older people, abused women, prisoners, the sick, and to make different cultures of Asia and Africa my own. Yes! It has been an intense, vital journey with times of joy and sorrow, where I have learned - and continue to learn – to welcome the clay that is me, my lights and shadows, my wealth and my poverty.
Reaching home, reaching the Society of the Sacred Heart, I found that our way of life invites me to live with openness, and draws me on to more LIfe. From the beginning I was attuned to our elder sisters: Sophie, Philippine, Janet Stuart and many others...As I read the Constitutions I felt that they were putting words on my search for a life inserted in the world and a life lived from a contemplative perspective. When I began to get to know individual religious I was attracted to these women who lived a deep communion with reality, with people, the suffering and joy of the world. I was drawn by their way of prayer and how they welcomed God and His Good News in everyday life.
After a time of formation and apostolic life in Spain and France (BFN), I was sent to India for eight months of international experience before probation. Probation in Rome, with 10 companions from 10 countries, was an opportunity for me to re-read each moment of my history from the perspective of God's fidelity in my life, from the experience of God's tender, steadfast, and unconditional love.
After that grace-filled probation and the profound experience of the Perpetual Profession, I was sent anew to Bilbao where I share life in our community of seven RSCJ. I work in a centre for drug addicts at risk of social exclusion. Together with them I can live the experience of the open and vulnerable Heart of Jesus, and with them I try to be involved in the building of another world that is more just, more fraternal, where everyone has a place. Along with my job I have a lot of connection with other pastoral activities and spiritual accompaniment. I collaborate in a university centre for young people (Magis- Bilbao) as well as a good number of other projects in the spiritual field (www.rezandovoy.org, Ejercicios Espirituales on-line, etc...). At this point in my life I am experiencing the abundance of God’s gift, which He pours out generously, in spite of my smallness.
In the Society of the Sacred Heart I am drawn by the possibility of learning to show forth the Heartbeat of God in everyday life through taking care of my own heart and interior life; I am drawn by its internationality and the richness that comes with sharing the journey, sharing life with sisters of so many cultures; I am drawn by the educational call that can be expressed in many areas and ways... I believe that God blesses us with a precious vocation and my desire is to be able to keep on sharing this call with new sisters, to carry on showing forth the tender and steadfast love God has for each person, especially those who suffer most in this world.
** This is an updated version of a profile written in November 2015.